I CAN'T SLEEP!

I just can't sleep. It is going on a month now. I am going crazy. I need some good sleep. There is nothing wrong or stressful in my life. Its great! I love my life! I couldn't ask for any thing more. Were all healthy "as in nothing serious a little cold don't count" were all happy, we have food, clothes, and shelter. A lot of goals and exciting things going to happen this coming year. We just had an amazing beautiful Christmas. So I don't know why I can't sleep.

I do have an active mind. When I lay down to sleep. I play the "WHAT IF GAME" What if I did this how would things be different. What is going to happen in the future? What if this happens, how will that change my life? Things like that. And I cant stop thinking about the day and things I have or will be doing in the near future. Even when I do my meditation breathing..

I STILL CAN'T SLEEP!!!

I dont know...

So now I am online. Nothing to do. Myspace is dull, and nothing on tv. No one to talk to online. Or maybe no one wants to talk to me :( lol :) Stephen can't sleep but he is in to some medical show on the discovery healthy channel.

I can't wait to get some Christmas pictures. Granny gave me camera control Christmas day. I need to call her and see how she is going to get that developed. Its her first year with a digital camera. Also Christmas pictures from N&N's house. Lots of great pictures there. I was playing with N's camera and filters.

OUCH!!! THIS GUY CUT HALF OF HIS FOOT OFF. OUCH!!!


So now its 12:06 HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!!!!

WOW!!!


Who knows...maybe if I fall asleep the clown monster will come out and eat me! Thought that was cute found it on yahoo search. I am not scared of clothes fake ones. I dont care for the real ones you see all dressed up. You never know who is under the make up. But for that case I dont care for anyone dressed up. Not scared just dont care.


So I guess we will see soon if I fall asleep. I think I am going to do a lil more things online before I turn back in to bed. You know what sounds good a nice glass of MILK...mmmm that sounds great....Its mid-night and were out...So I think I may go get some in the AM.

So send me a message..tell me something!